Ignored...

I don't know what's going on.... Wait yes I do... Once I finally get this guy out of the picture... Out of mind and heart, the only other guy I want to see is ignoring me!! :( not questioning my decision tho... The guy who's out is growing into someone I can not tolerate.... Disrespectful, mean, pushy and all around not enough man for me... 
However I'm quickly running out of patience all together with both.... A little more me time is seriously needed.... A little less missing him, and a little more getting back to me.... Cause the truth is I need neither of them..... But I'd like one of them.... I mean I knew it would suck when he left but I need a little more than he's giving me.... :(