new year, new you....

i met him on new years eve... while he was playing with his band... his guitar, his smile was so sneaky... lol every time he walked by the weeks prior in rehearsal he'd smile and blush... me being me I ignored it.. until that night... after a long night of partying and the liquid courage running through my veins....we started dancing, talking... ended up exchanging numbers and talking that night... and the next day was an awesome pool hall/ dinner date... followed a couple of days later by an afternoon movie date... then a night of cuddling... nothing more... he sings... we layed together and he strummed his guitar singing to me... singing songs he had no idea i loved... I can't wait to see his smile. hear his voice... never thought I would be so gay lol.... I love that he answers on the first few rings, and that he lets me put my cold feet between his and then wrapped me up so tight.. he talks about the future... the present suddenly such an amazing gift... how enlightened.. his innocence... it's all so new to me..... more importantly he just wants to make me happy. it's been quite a while since i have met a man with that goal... it's kind of awesome......... we'll see what happens....

regardless i'm loving all these awesome pics I'm getting of us... lol

mosquito bites

so the weather in my area has been absolutely showstoppingly gorgeous!! how lame, who blogs about the weather? lol so I went running yesterday and today after work... today the mosquitos tore my sexy ass up.. i have red blotches all around my ankles, and forearms. just awesome!! lol... so anyways. funny story. my grandmother on my mom's side (abuela) was in a hospital and my dad's mom (grandma) went to go visit her, so there's this large lady in a wheelchair in front of her. So my Abuela turns to my Grandma and asks "do you know how to drive?" my Grandma says puzzled "yes, why?" my abuela says to her "can you move that car from in front of me I can't get by..." and points to the large lady... my grandma said she almost fainted of embarrassment when the large lady turned around shooting them dirty looks. My abuela sat there quite pleased with herself, giving "not bothered" at all. *sigh* i am super excited to hopefully be 90 years old, like my abuela and just exclaim whatever I feel like at any given time, with no regard for anyone around me. :) I'm gonna be GREAT at it... until then.... gotta deal with these itchy mosquito bites... ughhhh

(pic is my abuela, 91 and still a fighter lol)

crazy.wild.stupid.

out with my homies last night... kind of night were you wish you would be heading home to get some... wink wink. lol.. but due to recent developements there is none to be had, well.. gotten
but fun highlight, I'm with my girls, and they both abandon me for the bathroom. I'm sitting at the table concentrating on not looking guilty for playing a pussycat doll song on the jukebox, bartender who i think is kind of cute (until otherwise educated by my homie, more on that later) is like you must have played that... me being tipsy and also a horrible liar, turns red, well more red than it already was due to the long islands I was throwing back. My goal for my next birthday is to sip drinks... rather than get trashed... but good news I haven't been sloppy in a very very long time... we do hate sloppy. anyways long story short bartender made some dude buy me a shot. super fun. and more importantly as many times as I had been to that bar, I realized I'm always with my male best friend, who is by definition... a blocker. LOL Don't worry fans, not really a big deal because the bartender had what I believed to be a mole on his cheek, then found out it was actually a piercing.. sooo ewwwwwwwwww fail.. I'll pass... lol anyways working on something huge.. and video blogs to come... maybe.. be good y'all....